Simple Realizations

Is it possible to fill an empty spot in my heart?
One with memories, feelings and so much more than a regular friendship?
I guess I didnt even realize this particular hole was still in my mind and heart. It became empty so long ago. I thought I closed it off, but seeing another person with the same kind of hole reminded me of how much I actually miss you. We were kin. More than friends, not ever lovers, but family in a sense of souls that are alike. You left me without any kind of explanation. All I had was your quick and brutal disappearance. And yes, it still hurts to think, wonder and dream about you, even now as I write this I want to try and get answers.
You will never even know that this is written and will never read it, but wherever you are, I want you to feel the fact that I have now filled that the hole you put in me. I can only hope that its always going to be filled with your replacement for as long as I live. I hope that my new bond stays strong and loving forever. Just like it used to be, but with someone/something new. I hope for that and believe in that.

Yes, I will always miss you. The thought of you. But now I will do my best just to keep what I have in my heart now. I KNOW that I wont even think twice about the pain; that hole has been filled with TRUE love.