My Relationship with Music

It stole my heart, with its sweet sounds, before I could even read or write.
It was following me around.
I started to pay more attention.
When I grew up, it grew with me.
It never left my side.

Whenever my tender youth started to get rough, it was there for me.
It never got tired of me.
Waking with me everyday and singing me to sleep every night.

I started to learn more about it.
I learned how to read like it and play like it.
Our bond was stronger than ever.
There wasn't a single day that we didn't connect on a newer level.

It started marking my life with certain songs.
Flashbacks were driven by the sound of its voice.
I constantly laid in the dark, thinking about it.

I fell deeper as I became an adult.
I started to develop my love for it in a newer way.
I started to see it more often, live and in the moment.
We started making new stories together.
I was meeting its friends and followers.
I saw how others shared my love for it.


My passion hasn't diminished what-so-ever.
To this day, I cherish and adore it, more and more with every minute.
I find new ways to feel it shining down on me.
Its still like a shooting star to me.
Its the always changing constant thing in my life.
Its my backbone when I am weak.
Its my inspiration.
Its my best friend and my love.
This is the story of my relationship with Music.

Cruise

I've never been on a cruise before. I usually hate to say that I want time to fly by fast than it already does, but I truly cannot wait for January 2011 to get here! Wonderful friends, great music and beautiful destinations! What more could you ask for? Oh, how about celebrating your birthday out at sea!!! *sigh* I'm super giggly excited...







Cozumel, Mexico




Montego Bay, Jamaica






Georgetown, Grand Cayman Islands

Wanna join us? go to http://www.outlawescape.com/ for more info.

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I am.

My friend sent me a text that said, "tell me whats on your mind".
I replied with, "a lot of different things". He asked me to elaborate. This is what I said...

Ive been thinking about who I am and how compatible I am, for another human being. I wonder about all the things that I think guys/girls look for.. and how most of those things, I am NOT.

I'm weird and unintentionally mysterious. I'm a goof and serious. I'm nice and polite, angry and vicious. I'm passionate about small things. I'm a smoker and I drink too much. I cuss and laugh. I wear the wrong clothing all the time. I'm a jeans and t-shirt simple girl. I don't outgrow things, they outgrow me. I like to lay at my bed and ponder life. I like to party with the boys. I prefer guys instead of girl friends. I like to keep up with the gossip but don't gossip myself. I like to read books in the middle of the night. I like to travel. I don't know where my life is headed and I like that. I like to paint. I'm creative. I'm a lover. I'm a music lover. I'm scattered and scarred. I'm considerate. I'm a photographer. I'm a believer.

I'm not unhappy with who I am. I love me. I just wonder how hard I am making it on myself. I refuse to change myself for anyone. I guess that makes me stubborn too.

He may or may not have been prepared for what thoughts he asked me to elaborate on. Oh well :)