My Email to Dane Cook

Last night, Dane Cook posted a tweet on Twitter about how he was reading emails, to send him one. I thought, why not?

I titled it "One in a Zillion" and sat there and thought about something witty, clever or cute to write. Everytime I'd type something, I'd erase it. Finally, I decided on simply putting, "You're pretty hilarious".

Simple yet true.

I didnt expect him to reply. I mean, Its Dane Cook! Im sure he was bombarded with tons of emails.

BUT to my pleasant surprise... he DID respond!


Around 5am, the guys arrived at my house. Hearing them outside woke me up. I checked my phone and saw that I had an email, and it was from him!!!!! Today is an awesome day because of this. I cant express how much it means to me to know that these celebrities still care enough to read and respond to emails from regular people like you and me.

I'm all smiles today! Thanks Dane!!

Home

"Home is where the heart is"

I've lived many places. As far back as I can remember, I have moved many many times.
I lost count. There were times in my life that I felt like I was home, and then it was striped away.

Ive accepted that I am a gypsy of some sort.

But lately,
Ive felt more at home than I ever have anywhere else. I love it.

I love where I live. I love who I live with. I love my life.

So I changed the above quote to "Home is where LOVE is" :)

Haunted

Im having those memories again. The ones I tried to forget. The ones we shared a long time ago. Obviously, they still haunt me.

I wish that something would just happen. I need to know if I am wasting my time or if I made the right choice. Out of the goodness of my heart, I would respond. I would say, "come back... I miss you and I want to be friends again", or I would say, "I was hurt, I still am, please don't contact me." Something. Anything. The 'not knowing' part of this whole situation is a slow poison. Its keeping me from living my life in the present. Instead I am engulfed by those memories.


Even though I am not sure what I would say or do, I would at least like to have a clue.

This is me, sending out my feelings and energy, just so that maybe I can finally know.

Night Owl

Adjusting to the hours of the life I live...
Its a little bit lonely.
Everyone is sleeping and I lay here thinking away.
Thinking about the events of the day, what tomorrow will bring, what will be going on a week from now, so on and so on.

Being a night owl is not for the weak.

*sigh*

But I wouldnt trade my life for anyone elses. I love where my path has brought me and the crazy hours are just a small part of it. A tiny part of it.

Im gonna try and get some sleep now... I am sure that I will lay here for another hour or so just think think thinking away...

Goodnight.