I am.

My friend sent me a text that said, "tell me whats on your mind".
I replied with, "a lot of different things". He asked me to elaborate. This is what I said...

Ive been thinking about who I am and how compatible I am, for another human being. I wonder about all the things that I think guys/girls look for.. and how most of those things, I am NOT.

I'm weird and unintentionally mysterious. I'm a goof and serious. I'm nice and polite, angry and vicious. I'm passionate about small things. I'm a smoker and I drink too much. I cuss and laugh. I wear the wrong clothing all the time. I'm a jeans and t-shirt simple girl. I don't outgrow things, they outgrow me. I like to lay at my bed and ponder life. I like to party with the boys. I prefer guys instead of girl friends. I like to keep up with the gossip but don't gossip myself. I like to read books in the middle of the night. I like to travel. I don't know where my life is headed and I like that. I like to paint. I'm creative. I'm a lover. I'm a music lover. I'm scattered and scarred. I'm considerate. I'm a photographer. I'm a believer.

I'm not unhappy with who I am. I love me. I just wonder how hard I am making it on myself. I refuse to change myself for anyone. I guess that makes me stubborn too.

He may or may not have been prepared for what thoughts he asked me to elaborate on. Oh well :)